Is this over?

Today is Chinese New Year, I am kinda happy.. Now I am listening to ''Your Call'' by Secondhand Serenade. I don't understand when suddenly your picture just came inside my head. Why can't I get over you? Why can't this be over? When can I get over you? :( I am suffering here. I was born because to find someone I love? Or someone to hurt me? I don't understand why is that so hard for me to get over you. I have told myself, there's many more fishes in the sea. And I don't know why I can't get over you. I believe some boys are much better than you. Now, I have got no more feeling towards you. Now you don't even call me anymore :( I haven't talk to you for awhile. Have you been thinking of me lately? Or are you getting on with your life? With some new girls? Some time when I see your name I will be shocked. I don't know why, and i don't understand why :( But, now I think I have someone else in my mind. All the boys, American, Belgian, Italian, German, Frenchman, and all kind of whatever not. I hope some time in the year you will call me and say hi. Your birthday is coming soon, so tell me.....What should I do? Call you? Ignore you? I remember last year, you called me the LAST minutes. I was so happy until I can't sleep at night! But now, it seems that everything have changed, in such a way that, I can't get out from you :( You are in my heart 24-7. And so do I?