The Pictures, Memories :(

Poison OR Antidote?

Can we?

Maybe to you, our pictures are just nothing. But to me, it is everything. That was about one year ago... When the first time we took the first picture.. That day, was right after school. We walked along the roadside, and we sat under a tree for taking that picture. When you took picture with me my heart was about to jumped out. You were so close to me until I can't breathe! That day, I was thinking about you. I can't forget that moment. It's just hard to get out from my mind :) I really love it when you are really close to me. I feel secure and warm. The second time we took a picture was actually on the last day of school, when we have Summer Break. That day was 24th July, you might say that I am stupid to remember all these date, which is not a big day. To you yes, it is not, but to me, you will never know! After taking the picture.... Suddenly you gave me a hug, GOD...! That very first hug you gave me was so warm! On the way back home, I was smiling in sweetness :) and that night I called you just to tell you that your hug is nice :) You were laughing at me :) Sometime I just hate you so much! Because of all the great and sweet memories that you have gave me! Now it is hard to get it out from my mind! :( It is like a poison, what if in my whole life I can't have you? And you gave me all those memories! How can I forget? :( The memories inside my heart, maybe it is poison or maybe it is antidote :(  Now, I really can't tell you the difference :( It's is killing me but on the other hand some time that's all I'd left with :'(