When my heart will stop raining? And be sunny again? :(
Today is a sunny day. A cold morning... I was thinking about you, as your birthday is coming. Then, I went out for breakfast. And on my way to destination, I was reading the messages that you sent me. I was about to cry. Cause all the messages meant so much to me. I never delete it, I kept it. So that it reminds me of you. You will remain in my heart. Even though, I know that you will not like me anymore. Some time I was wondering, if you have liked me? Until now, after the heart broken day.. I am so in love, like I always do. There's no right or wrong in the word love. Right love hurts and so do Wrong love? No one actually know what does the word ''Love'' means. Love is a feeling? No? Yes? I told the people whom I knew that I won't be in a relationship with anyone. Nor when I reached the age 18. I am torn by the feeling that called love. I talked to my cousin about her crush. The boy and her are not meant to be, and she is still in love. So what does love really mean? My cousin ever asked me why does a girl got hurt more than a boy? In my life, this is the worst time... That I am hurt. :( <//3 Heart broken is really painful. So painful until it is always remembered deep inside. I know life is always like that, Happiness and Sadness.. After happiness it is just sadness.. And so after sadness it is Happiness. Just like the dark sky begin to rain and the rain stops it will be a sunny day again. So when my sunny day is going to come to me? It have been raining real bad in my heart :( When is that day coming? When, When and When?
