Hugs, Hugs and Hugs :)

I like hugs from other people, I never get one if I don't hug people. I love being hug by people. It feel really good. Hug gives people a warmth feeling. It is also something good :) I would like to hug anyone :) Just like people who wrote on a paper and says '' free hug''. Someday after my exams I will go to some shopping mall or just some where nearby, and give free hugs to other people. Well, maybe it is not that normal to hug people who is new to you. But, this is a good experience :) And I get hugs too :) Some day in my life, I will get hugs from someone that I love, I hope :) At that time, he will come forward and hug me. I will never take the first step :) Hope he can take note of it :) What could I say? :) I LOVE HUGS! :D <3

My Life? = RED

Asking me about my life? :) Well, I don't know what it holds. I don't know what it means :) What is life? :) Tell me! :) hmmm... if I have to answer that question,  I will say its you :) You have painted my life RED :) Why red? To answer this question, let me go on one by one :) Red, is a bright colour, in Chinese it means good things :) Like love, luck and all that :) Way before this, I thought my life is only a world with black and white :) Full of sadness :) I never know what is happiness :) Until, you exist :) I felt love and happiness :) Love is easy and happiness is easy too :) I don't really like my life, as it is a misery :) Not when I am talking to you :) You are such a sweet dream :) I am a nightmare :) You give me comfort :) And I love it :) I know I won't admit what you have commented about me :) I don't know, if we will meet :) But, if you keep the feelings for me. I will just stay with you :) If you really can do it for me :) I am yours... I am always here, if you need me :) And I know you are here too when I need you here :) I have your number, I can just call you and talk to you <3 I love your voice :) Even, I don't understand :) It is okay, if you don't remember my name :) Someday, I might just be forgotten by you. But, in fact, I will remember you thoughtout my life <3. You meant so much to me, in life :) I don't know why we are so far :( But, I will wait :)

I am not the best, boy

Thank you, boy :) for telling me that I'm the best :)  I know, I am not :) Not in a million years~ :) But I love it when you tell me, I am great :) I am your sweet dreams :) But, as usual, I told you that, I am not the best :) You said, I am amazing :) I am pretty. I am cute. I am sweet :) . Everything sweet you've got me :) I really don't know what I can say :) I cant find a word to describe you, dear :) You said, you can't live without my smile :) And, I got to admit~ :) I can't live without your smile too :) As my song said, your words bring such comfort to me when you've miles apart. This song is just for you :) 'He' is my past :) And hopefully, you are my future :) I love you boy :) I love you for giving me such things :) I love you... I don't know what things I can say.. other than I love you and Thank you. I like European, and you like Asian :) We are the perfect match :) Do you feel the same? :) I can't explain my feeling for you now :) If only we can meet, I am all yours~ :) I love you <3 If I can I will give you millions of hugs :) If you like it :) <3 ILY <3

Guardian Angel

Verse 1:
The day we separates
I just walk away
as if we will meet again
not believing in love
is to lie to myself
until you come back
I'll remain with my smile
look at the stars
praying to the sky
you'll be here
Chorus:
I want you to be my sky
whenever I look up
I'm not alone
you're my Guardian Angel
your words bring such comfort to me
even when you're thousand miles away
when I'm lonely
Verse 2:
I'm living happily
without you in this city
because I feel that
your wings spreads
and protected me away from fears
Now, I've recalled your voice
it is better than Summer and Spring
Chorus :
I want you to be my sky
whenever I look up
I'm not alone
you're my Guardian Angel
your words bring such comfort to me
even when you're thousand miles away
when I'm lonely
Verse 3:This warm afternoon
I've spent thinking about you
When the night comes
and I shut my eyes
I felt that you've kissed my cheek :D
Oh....
my Guardian Angel
I've been missing you so bad
Have you been missing me at all? :)
Chorus:I want you to be my sky
 whenever I look up
 I'm not alone
 you're my Guardian Angel
your words bring such comfort to me
 even you're thousand miles away
 when I'm lonely

I am his world :)

On a cold morning, when I woke up, I could hear birds singing. Such a nice feeling that I could only get once in a while. Was waiting if you can come online today, still I've talked to you yesterday. I was so happy when you said, my smile is the best thing in your world :) Am I your world? :) You said, God have given me the best thing, which is my smile :) Every time when I talk to you, all you tell me is my smile :) You ask me to smile just for you when you are sad. :) Is my smile that powerful to you? :) If yes, I would smile for my whole life, JUST FOR YOU :) The words that you said bring such comfort to me when we're miles apart........ You always says, I am pretty and beautiful. Am I really that? I don't think I am. Maybe it is my smile that make you have that idea... And you always says, I am the best thing in the world :) Maybe all life long, I can only carry this smile with me :) Nothing more than that. If  I can meet you in life, that would be great :) Cause some time in the day, I really think that you've painted some colours in my life :) Thank you, Dear..... <3

Finally

When I woke up today in the morning :) I was full with energy.. maybe the other day,  I was still upset about.. Him :) But now, it is finally alright! :) He have got a girlfriend, and he don't need me anymore in his life :) This chapter of my life should be close and never open it again :) And another new chapter of my life should be open :) When the sunrises today, my life is full with great feelings. About the people around me :) Especially, someone :) I was hesitating who will be the one? Have got 5 in the hand :D Still I never get in an relationship :D Moving on with my life :) I didn't know that moving on in life can be so free and fun :) A moment, when I was sitting down in my playground, in Cameron Highland, I sat on the swing, started to think.. What is happiness? :) Can anyone tell me that answer? :) After a little while, I took out my camera and start to snap some pictures :) it is a nice feeling :) One of the picture that I've took, it is a really Emo one :) Which is one of my favourite :) Life can be full with colours :) Like some pictures of mine :) I always thought of black and white would be my colours :) Without knowing, I discovered that my life is painted with all kinds of colours! :) Like the someone special have painted my life :) I never felt love until I know how to move on :) Moving on is cool ;) Single is total~ :D A cold afternoon, talking with my grandaunt. I told her whatever that I was bothered with. And all my questions of life, have finally got an answer :) Here, I could find warmth, that I ever wanted :) Even the weather is so cold here :) I never want to go back :) I don't even want to look back now ! ~ :) I was laughing all day long. Everything seems so easy, just for today :) And when the sunset, I was walking on the road with my grandaunt. The road to CheFoo's School, seems so nice, that I thought I was in Heaven :) The sky, seems so blue. The trees are so green :) The air is fresh :) CheFoo School, was a school only for whites, 20 years back :) When I walked along that road, I felt that I was in England, Old England :) If my life would be so easy, isn't that great? :)