Was thinking what is my reason living in this cruel world. Do I have a purpose? Or I am just here for the sake of living here? Been hurt and recovered. Being love and hated. Cried and smile. Laugh and shout. Remembered and forget. What is the purpose? Is that all for life? This new year, meant a lot to me. I found my purpose. Wondering what it is? :) Now, I will tell you what, how, why and when. What make me think that I have a purpose, it is just him :) How and why do I know he is my purpose? Simple, he gives me hope all the time. He told me life is beautiful. And I don't think so at first, just because of my pathetic life. I don't believe there is such word called ''Forever'' as I think nothing will last for so long :) And life will end. After knowing him for months... He made me changed the idea of the word '' life'' and ''forever''. And when do I know he is my purpose, was a month ago, if I am not mistaken. I will wait for hours, just to see him online. Seeing him moving around, joking with me, sing my favourite song, tell me I am beautiful, arguing about little stuffs, making him green :D, seeing him melt and all that, just makes me feel like loving him more :) I felt so good with him. And I think that time, is when I know he is my reason for life... Of course, it is not just that :) I like his smile, looks, height, style and everything about him. But that's not why I love him. The reason I love him, just because he is himself :) No one else, but himself :) Talking to him is just like talking to someone you have knew long time ago :) More than best friend, or I should just say, he is a part of my family :) I think without talking to him for a minutes it is like a year have wasted. Talking about him here, is just too little, I cannot finish typing about his plus points. But anyway, all I want to tell him is just... I love him :) Ti amo alla follia ~ Beppe <3
Just to tell you that your surprise is almost ready :) As you know, that it might be a bit hard to understand, my way of telling you something :) That surprise will be a bit hard to forget :P If I have show you :) Anyway, it will be soon ready :) And I hope you will love it :) Like how much I love you :) I will show you the best of me :) As I've said, you meant so much to me, and I even dream of you every night when I go to bed :P I know you ''love'' it when I hug my teddy bear :D But what can I hug? When you are not here? :) Unless, you want to come all the way here :) Or you send me one of your teddy :) Wait... Shall I ask '' Do you have a teddy?'' :) Anyway, my background of this blog, is all about how I feel about you :) You are more than what I thought of :) I never know, I love you so much, until... that day, that you said, '' I will take care of you'' :) I was totally leto :) I don't know what my life meant, when you doesn't exist :) You are better than everything :) As I have told you <3 maybe you don't know, but when everytime, you wasn't online, I felt sad, cause you are not here :) I just can't live without seeing your face :) <3 I will stay strong, just to fight for the time to see you for real :) Ti amo alla follia~ <3 And I believe my sunny day have come and my rainny day is OVER :P Just because Y-O-U exist~ :) <3 ~Beppe~
Was sad because got cheated by friends :) But now, everything is fine :) I have someone better now :) I never want to open my heart for someone until I am older :) And now my heart is open :) For those who will really love me and take care of me :) I ever have someone who will come to me and say ''girl I will take care of you and love you for the rest of my life''. This is the second time, I found someone like this again :) Am I that lucky? Or it is just illusion? When I talk to you, it is like you have gave me strength.... I don't know how to describe the feeling, I have :) When I am with you :) Thank you for singing my favourite song to me, I did said that if someone who sing that to me, I will sure marry him :) Is that going to be you? Oh, boy... you give me all that I ever wanted. I wish nothing more, but all I want is you, to grow old with you. I will tell you how much I love you, through photos :) instead of words :) I will give you the best of me :) And I will sing for you :) I will play the song ''Hero'' for you :) Just to let you know, how much I love you :) ich liebe dich so sehr!~ :) My life was black and white when I don't know you :) and now it is better than the rainbow it seems :) The rainbow will be so jealous, just because you exist :) Even the angels will be :) You mean so much to me :) I will give up on my place :) Just for seeing you in real life~ :) I can do nothing, but love you the best that I can :) I won't turn to someone else, just if you are always here :) You are amazing, just the way you are, boy :) <3 I love you so much, everyday :) The feeling is so strong :) Maybe you have swallow a magnet, that's why I cannot pull myself away from you :) You are so important, and all I want to do now, is to find words to describe you :) Ti amo :) <3
