My Only Reason :)

Give you my HEART on a string :)

Was thinking what is my reason living in this cruel world. Do I have a purpose? Or I am just here for the sake of living here? Been hurt and recovered. Being love and hated. Cried and smile. Laugh and shout. Remembered and forget. What is the purpose? Is that all for life? This new year, meant a lot to me. I found my purpose. Wondering what it is? :) Now, I will tell you what, how, why and when. What make me think that I have a purpose, it is just him :) How and why do I know he is my purpose? Simple, he gives me hope all the time. He told me life is beautiful. And I don't think so at first, just because of my pathetic life. I don't believe there is such word called ''Forever'' as I think nothing will last for so long :) And life will end. After knowing him for months... He made me changed the idea of the word '' life'' and ''forever''. And when do I know he is my purpose, was a month ago, if I am not mistaken. I will wait for hours, just to see him online. Seeing him moving around, joking with me, sing my favourite song, tell me I am beautiful, arguing about little stuffs, making him green :D, seeing him melt and all that, just makes me feel like loving him more :) I felt so good with him. And I think that time, is when I know he is my reason for life... Of course, it is not just that :) I like his smile, looks, height, style and everything about him. But that's not why I love him.  The reason I love him, just because he is himself :) No one else, but himself :) Talking to him is just like talking to someone you have knew long time ago :) More than best friend, or I should just say, he is a part of my family :) I think without talking to him for a minutes it is like a year have wasted. Talking about him here, is just too little, I cannot finish typing about his plus points. But anyway, all I want to tell him is just... I love him :) Ti amo alla follia ~ Beppe <3